I am now for the first time starting to realize that nothing lasts forever. Things and people come and go, it never used to really bother me before but lately I am starting to feel bothered by it all. I don’t like being left. I guess I am at that age where I’m trying to make things and people mean something to me, which they do. I just want to understand why I’m not enough… Am I honestly blind to the reality that I may not actually be a nice person? Am I a nice person? Fuck knows, I don’t feel like I am right now. It is what it is.